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Getting Word Out About Tourette Syndrome

By Kim Folstad, Palm Beach Post Staff Writer
The Palm Beach Post
Tuesday, January 23, 2001

 

It's rough enough in real life.

 

The twitching and jerking and blinking and barking that people with Tourette syndrome have to live with—and explain—is enough to have to deal with every day.

 

But when the media get it wrong—focusing on the more sensational symptoms, such as the uncontrollable shouting of obscenities or racial slurs—it makes it even harder for them to convince folks they're not freaks.

 

Still, they know: One popular and powerful television show that gets it right is worth a thousand public awareness seminars. Though the first case of Tourette syndrome was reported in 1825 by French neurologist Georges Gilles de la Tourette, its symptoms still are often misdiagnosed and misunderstood.

 

Television gets the word out.

 

It worked that way with the detective show Quincy, M.E. back in 1980, and L.A. Law a decade later, says Sue Levi-Pearl, director of medical and scientific programs for the New York-based Tourette Syndrome Association Inc. More recently, writer-producer David E. Kelley has "embraced the disorder," working TS story lines into Chicago Hope, The Practice and, for the past three weeks, his Fox comedy, Ally McBeal. The character with TS, played by actress Anne Heche, also will appear in the show's February episodes.

 

Because Ally McBeal is a funny, sometimes "flaky" show, the folks at the Tourette Syndrome Association expected a quirky storyline this time around, Levi-Pearl says. But the consensus is that so far, Heche's portrayal of a teacher with TS has been a "fair, accurate and sympathetic" representation of the neurobiological disorder.

 

And the hope is that maybe today, a few more people understand. Maybe someone saw Heche's character on one or all of those Monday nights, recognized her behavior and said, "You know, that's what my son/my friend/my husband does."

 

Maybe someone said, "Hey, that's me!"

 

What are the chances of that?

Twenty years ago, Steve Horton was watching the Quincy episode that dealt with TS, a disorder he'd never heard of before, and he started crying. "There's something here," the 49-year-old Port St. Lucie man remembers thinking to himself. But he'd had so many different diagnoses over the years—mental retardation, schizophrenia, "transitional reaction of adolescence"—he wasn't sure that TS was a better explanation for his tics than all the other things he'd been told.

 

Then his wife saw the same program a few months later. And she was sure Horton had TS. He went to a doctor and, he says, "finally got a name for what I had."

 

No one knows for certain what causes TS, but researchers believe it stems from the abnormal metabolism of at least one brain chemical, called dopamine. Other neurotransmitters, such as serotonin, probably are involved as well, according to the Tourette Syndrome Association.

 

TS is characterized by tics—involuntary and rapid movements or vocalizations that occur repeatedly. Some people shriek. Others wildly jerk their head or limbs. Many experience only minor twitches, such as an eye blink or the need to clear the throat. Only 15 percent of those with TS have the most well-known symptom, coprolalia, which means they can't help but shout out obscenities or insults.

 

Horton says he had them all. He also has a number of other behaviors that often are associated with TS: obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD); attention deficit disorder with hyperactivity (ADHD); bipolar disorder; and difficulties with impulse control.

 

"I had the whole shebang," he says.

 

But the tics were the most obvious problem. When he was a boy, Horton says, his parents told him to be quiet at night, but he couldn't stop making what he calls a "bullfrog" noise that kept the whole family awake.

 

Eventually, his dad would come in with a belt, he says. "That's so common with TS kids, to be disciplined for the impulses."

 

In a way, though, he doesn't blame his parents for trying to get control of him. "I put my mom through the wringer," he says.

 

Unfortunately, their methods didn't work. When he got older and people made fun of him, Horton says, "I tore up places, I got in fights constantly. I punched first and asked questions later."

 

He dropped out of school and attempted suicide, once slicing himself from head to toe with a razor.

 

Getting on with life

 

Doctors tried electroshock treatments and several drugs, he says, including the anti-psychotic tranquilizer Thorazine; Dilantin, which is used to treat seizures; and the anti-depressant Tofranil. But nothing made a difference. And like Heche's character on Ally McBeal, even when he was doing his best to fit in—to get past the bizarre behavior and just get on with life—he was scaring people.

 

People with TS often learn to suppress their tics, sometimes for hours at a time, and Horton says he became an expert.

 

When he'd go out, he'd have the uncontrollable urge to shout insults or curse words he knew he shouldn't. "When you see a fat person, you're compelled to say something," he says. "I suppressed all that or I didn't go out."

 

Horton still remembers staying in the family truck while everyone else went into a restaurant. He went through a routine that he calls "ticking it out," letting his limbs and his vocal tics fly. "One time I looked over and saw a woman staring at me. She was scared to death.

 

"I was embarrassed and afraid and thought I would be locked up," he says. And he was. Not that night, but a few times in his life, either because he'd gotten violent or tried to hurt himself.

 

When he finally was diagnosed with TS, Horton says, it changed his life.

 

Not right away, though.

 

For a while, he was just so happy to know what he had, he reveled in the condition. He wore a Medic Alert bracelet and necklace, and carried a card in his wallet that said he had TS. His then-wife pointed out to him that maybe he was a little too into having TS, and Horton says, "She was right."

 

It took a while, but he decided he wouldn't let the disorder be a "badge of honor." He didn't want to be like the "victims" he met at some support group meetings, people he says collect excuses along with their disability payments from the government.

 

"They're in there telling their stories and their dramas," Horton says. "But they don't want help."

 

He did. But, he says, he had to do it on his own. The medications doctors were prescribing for TS weren't working for him. He developed his own program, a combination of diet and exercise, rest and work that he calls "A Balance in Life." He hopes to put out a video about the program and his life in the next year or so.

 

In the meantime, Horton keeps plenty busy. He runs his own commercial cleaning business and works seven days a week. ("An idle mind is a Tourette syndrome person's worst enemy," he says.) He drives his own van—something he was afraid to do when he was younger and his limbs would jerk so hard, he thought he might lose control of his car (which happened to the Ally McBeal character). And he doesn't get into fights anymore. (Making his mom a happy woman.)

 

Meet him now, and you'd hardly notice the tics. "I'm 90 percent under control," Horton says.

 

Still misunderstood

 

Unfortunately, he adds, things haven't changed that much for young people with TS. Though it's estimated that 200,000 people in the United States are known to have the disorder, TS still goes undiagnosed in many cases.

 

"When you're a kid and you don't know what's wrong with you, you think you're possessed," he says.

 

Or your friends do.

 

Like Horton, 12-year-old Joey Krystof has a multitude of disorders, including ADHD, OCD and bipolar disorder. But it's his tics that made the kids at his Boca Raton school wonder why he was making faces at them in class.

 

Even with medication, he sometimes loses control of himself for a few seconds, or minutes—or longer, says his mother, Mindy Krystof. Sure, he's learned to suppress almost all of his tics, at least in public, in the two years since his TS was diagnosed. (It took several years before a pediatric specialist at Miami Children's Hospital finally gave his jerky arm movements and vocal outbursts a name). But at Joey's age, kids pick up on every little thing.

 

His mom and dad brought a book to his school called Matthew and the Tics, and after they read it, his classmates seemed to understand. "Adults are still stereotyping Tourette's with the cursing, but kids ask fabulous questions," Mindy says.

 

So do parents when they have to.

 

Mindy has become an expert researcher and advocate because, she says, "Nobody's going to help my son but me." She is a member of the Exceptional Student Education Advisory Committee at school and a support group leader for the Tourette Syndrome Association in her area. She's a stay-at-home mom now, because she lost so many jobs while taking care of Joey.

 

But she still doesn't always know how to deal with his disabilities or how to plan for his future.

 

Joey talks about driving someday, but she doesn't know if it will be safe. She can't quite picture him going to college because of the TS and his other disabilities. And she knows relationships will be difficult. Right now, if Joey really needs to let loose with his tics, he does it at home, she says. It's his safety net.

 

The outside world? Not so much.

 

She's optimistic, but it's tough to tell if people ever will really get what's going on with her son. And there's no sign that will change.

 

She rarely sees anything about TS on TV, she says. And when she does, it's not always the sweet and sensitive portrayal that's been on Ally McBeal these past few weeks.

 

Mindy wrote a letter to talk-show host Maury Povich after he did a program on TS that featured "all the worst-case scenarios" -- people whose symptoms were frighteningly out-of-control. She was glad he was trying to educate the public, she says. "But imagine what message that sends."

 

Getting the word out

 

The message.

 

Mindy Krystof had heard of TS, but she knew little about it until she came across the label while trying to find the source of her son's unusual tics. And it's still hard to find up-to-date information.

 

On a scale from 1 to 10, says Marilyn Blackman of Royal Palm Beach, the Web sites with information on TS "rate about a 2 on what's going on." Blackman's son, Steven, was diagnosed with TS at 15.

 

There have been a few good movies and TV shows about the disorder through the years, she says, citing the same Quincy episode that Steve Horton speaks so highly of. Unfortunately, she says, the media probably have done more harm than good. "It's still the same. People are puzzled."

 

And that hurts her.

 

Until her son was diagnosed, she and her husband sometimes punished him for what they thought was simply outrageous behavior. "I feel so guilty, I'm up every night," she says.

 

Steven is 45 now. He's a paramedic in New York. And he's tired of talking to people about his TS, Blackman says.

 

But it still makes her cry, what her son went through, and it makes her want to do something for the next generation of kids with the disorder.

 

Her answer? She wants to go to schools in Palm Beach County and show a documentary made in 1978 titled Tourette Syndrome—The Sudden Intruder.

 

There are newer TV programs and movies out there about TS, including a critically acclaimed motion picture released last year called The Tic Code. But The Sudden Intruder—made by the Neuropsychiatric Institute at the University of California Los Angeles and narrated by actor Jack Lemmon—is still the best, Blackman says. "It's short, sweet and to the point."

 

When she first got a copy of the film, years ago in Monticello, N.Y., she took it to classrooms to educate teachers and students about the disorder. Like Krystof, Blackman was amazed by the intelligent, compassionate questions her son's classmates came up with.

 

Now, Blackman says, she wants to do the tour again in Palm Beach County. Anyone who's interested can e-mail her at blackie851@aol.com.

 

"We're retired now and I just can't sit home and play cards with all these women here when there's something important to do," she says.

 

When she showed The Sudden Intruder to school officials in New York, they cried, Blackman says.

 

She doesn't care if people cry this time. She just hopes they listen to her—or whoever brings the message.

 

"(TS) has been so misunderstood for so long," Blackman says. "No matter how we do it, we just have to keep getting the word out."

 

kim_folstad@pbpost.com

 

 

 

 

 

This page was last updated August 7, 2006

 


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